after the parade, birmingham pride 2024
after Rimbaud’s ‘Parade’
jake stefan ferguson
backstreet godgone pitchnight tenderness sweeps away from this city’s dent the crevice in a wall smelling cumbreath and bleach knelt to summergrift taking this the landscape where your subject is formed like a backslid genesis genetic code spilling down the throat where is gender now? power in his hands each muscle :: nerve :: neuron :: thought electric is this patriarchy at its base? an alkaline hazing mouth on mouth on mouth on like some sodomised family tree anxious or avoidant fawn in the garden one summer when he when you descendancy horizontal like it was never meant to be utopic you once thought now trophic in his lightwrung eyes men like it when you suck them and look there, right? allotments of shame rimbaud talks to you raillery or terror that lasts a minute or entire months the world alleyweighed and fucked seconds drip down your neck and he leaves no archive of the psychosexual these crimson glints in identity the taste of a bad dream